Adonis Harrison
In a raw and introspective dialogue with David Letterman on the latest installment of “My Next Guest,” John Mulaney peels back the layers of his tumultuous journey through drug addiction and subsequent recovery. While his comedy special “Baby J” provided a humorous lens on his whirlwind of experiences—ranging from relapse, divorce, a new relationship, and fatherhood—this conversation delves into the deeper, more profound aspects of his struggle.
Mulaney candidly reflects on his time in rehab, emphasizing the arduousness of detox and the physical toll of withdrawal from benzodiazepines like Xanax and Klonopin. He vividly recalls the discomfort of grinding his teeth so intensely that a molar cracked, underscoring the harsh reality of his addiction.
One pivotal moment stands out: Mulaney’s resolve wavered just four days into rehab, contemplating leaving despite the urging of medical professionals. However, a simple yet profound remark from a doctor—“John, we both know how this movie ends”—resonated deeply with him, serving as a catalyst for his commitment to sobriety. This December marks three years since that momentous decision, a milestone Mulaney approaches with gratitude and humility.
Beyond his personal journey, Mulaney and Letterman revisit the comedian’s roots, returning to his Chicago private school and sharing a meal with Mulaney’s father, Chip. In a poignant exchange, Chip opens up about his fears for his son’s life during the darkest moments of addiction, highlighting the profound impact of Mulaney’s struggles on his family.
As the interview unfolds, humor intertwines with vulnerability, offering a multifaceted portrait of Mulaney’s resilience and growth. Amidst the laughter and introspection, Mulaney extends a heartfelt apology to his father for the anguish he endured, underscoring the complexity of familial relationships amidst the backdrop of addiction and recovery.
